Mood: Sleepy
Music: Change- Taylor Swift
Its going to be 6am in the morning and i'm still awake. Watched online manga scanlations and forgotten bout the time. Bro just came back. In matter of hours, he'll be out again. He's in for servicing our country @ 9.30 am. Finally it's time. I've been waiting for him to go to the army for a long long time. I'll be hogging the computer and television when he's gone. No more loud blasting music killing my ears. No more snatching of the television when i wanna play Wii. No more fighting to use the toilet. No one to comment in anything i do or say. It will be total heaven when he's gone.
Well it'll be a bit lonely when he's gone. No one to quarrel with and no one to get on my nerves. But comparing the pros and cons. Heaven sounds real good to me. Lesser second hand smoke to inhale also do more good to my health. I'll die sooner with both his and my dad's deadly smoke.
Though i'm harming myself just the same, Lesser is definately better. Now, I'm destroying myself lesser anyway. In time i hope i will stop. But i guess i need to put on more effort. If i succeed, maybe i'll run a marathon. Lols. but i think it will be both physically and mentally impossible for me. I lack the stamina and the determination to anyway. It will be far more possible for me to complete a shopping marathon instead. Who would say no to shopping? I wouldn't unless i'm broke.
This is a longest post, words wise, i've ever written. All the rest are basically bout how i spent my days. Pics to go with. Nothing unique to spark much interest anyway. Not that this post is any different. I guess i'm just being random. Fatigue is probably the cause of it. I seriously think that i have sleeping disorder. I have a few symptoms of it. Not that it will do much harm now. I guess i'll go sleep now to prevent it from doing real harm. Nights.
♥ 5:45 AM
